It's morning, and Nefas has his favourite food for breakfast...
And I… suddenly I should go to work again! I had almost forgotten, that I actually do have a work, and that I was only on a temporary vacation because of the babies!
I didn’t have time to check on the children before leaving, so I can only hope… …that the babysitter does her job this time.At first it doesn’t look promising – she keeps standing outside the house like paralyzed for a good while.
But then a miracle happens! She actually TAKES CARE of the kids!!! Good for her! In fact, I was already having plans of killing her if she neglects my children one more time…
By the way, what kind of a person has about white hair, dark skin and PURPLE EYES?!
When I return from work, I’ve actually got a promotion – to a lab technician! But I can’t feel very happy about it, ’cause I’m totally stressed out, exhausted, dirty, hungry… everything!
In my condition I can’t pay attention to that Nefas is having spoilt cake for dinner…
...and going to bed right after that, which can't be good for his sleep pattern.
In the night he wakes up and does his homework, and for the first time of his life, he eats "real" food - some instant soup. I guess he noticed that the cakes are already rotten - in fact the thing that woke him up was his need to go and throw up...
For some time, Nefases only wish has been to see a ghost. Seeing a glimpse of Rosie, on her way to the bathroom, is enough to fulfil his wish.
Almost every night, when Rosie's ghost rises up to haunt us, she starts with taking a bath (or shower). I guess She still feels sweaty, as in the fire where she died...
Tonight, she seems kind of depressed.
She even cries! I have never before seen her do that! Maybe she doesn't like the fact that we have a fireplace in our house?
Then she goes and shakes the shower furiously. What is she trying to tell us?
Next morning I decide, that for once, I could cook breakfast for the whole family.
But I don't have time to eat the apple pancakes I just made, 'cause I must hurry to work already. Neither Nefas has time for breakfast - school awaits!
We have a new babysitter and I feel relieved. Maybe Emmi has finally been kicked out from the "babysitters club".
He turns out to be a quite good babysitter! He even feeds Lussak properly in the highchair. He let's Lussak eat the soup with his fingers, though... yuck!
After school Nefas goes straight to bed. Not good - his sleep pattern is now totally upside down!
An the kitchen is flooding because of a broken sink. But what can I do? I simply don't have enough time and energy to take care of all the things that I should! At times I'm even considering to quit my work and start to live on stealing valuables again... But that would probably be too risky. And sort of lowering myself to the level of my past...
In the night Nefas wakes up again, to eat some already spoilt pancakes. He feels lonely...
At school he has tried to make friends, and he has met some people, but none of them has really kept contact with him. He thinks his little brothers are too small to communicate with, and when I'm not at work, I'm sleeping or busy with home tasks... So Nefas turns to the little girls grave to content his loneliness. Hoping so hard, that she would appear to him and play with him.
Kate from Tacoma said,
August 2, 2009 @ 3:58 am
babysitters club… lol!
Rachel said,
July 9, 2009 @ 10:52 pm
You should revive Rosie, and make her age up sooner than she should and then be a teen and can help with some stuff!
kansine said,
July 11, 2009 @ 6:02 pm
Rosie is a teen already and I’d really want to revive her! I just haven’t got a chance for that yet
By the way, sorry that I’ve been too busy to make the blog for a couple of days…
Mannie said,
July 9, 2009 @ 6:35 pm
Yes but maybe they can babysit or play with their nieces and nephews.
Mannie said,
July 9, 2009 @ 3:42 pm
Awe, poor Nefas!!!! Maybe his brothers will be older soon and can play with him. I’m glad you got a new sitter. That first one looked like she might steal your kids since she all of a sudden took interest in them. And eating with your fingers is a lot of fun!
Have you thought about introducing your kids to your sisters you actually like? Maybe they’ll get along and Nefas will have someone to play with.
kansine said,
July 9, 2009 @ 6:01 pm
Hey, that’s a good idea! I should look for Eafis sisters and parents, it’s been long ago I checked on them and I have no idea what they’re doing… but probably they’re all adults now, even Kelle…